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Name: Mandy
Country: United States
State: Colorado
Metro: Colorado Springs
Birthday: 1/3/1990
Gender: Female

Interests: my intrests r not in what is but what isnt...my intrests r in art, writing, and playing instruments, my intrests r in the love of my life...the one that makes me happy...the one that can call...lol jk, my intrests r in the love i will never get but the love i also have
Expertise: Being dramatic mostly, but also in writing and making things sound poetic when they r not poetry, and playin ne musical instrument that is put in my hands...and kissing my love! hehe
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art

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MSN: bloodyredtearsfaded@msn.com

Member Since: 7/12/2004

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

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if u want poetry on my xanga go to www.xanga.com/dontsayulovemeunlessumeanit

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

There was a boy who I liked. He liked me too,well that's what I was told...but one day I was walking to class and I heard someone call my name when I turned around he was there...

"Wait up!" he called.

I waited for a few seconds and let him catch up then once he did I started walking again.

"You need something?" I asked
"Yea... a favor." he said.
"Sure what is it?" I asked.
"Go out with me." he said with a gleam in his eyes.
"ok... sure."I said secretly jumping with joy in my mind.

He walked me to class and kissed me good bye...then the late bell rang and he sprung down the hall to get to class. He walked me to class every day and Kissed me every day and he was with me every chance he got. Then days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and months turned into a year and he still ran to catch up with me. It was the day of our one year anniversary and he walked me to class gave me a box and a kiss...then he whispered into my ear..."I love you." then he left. I opened the gift and it was a ring...a gorgeous ring. That night we were out at dinner to celebrate and all he surprised me...AGAIN...

"You know how I said that I loved you?"he asked
"yea?" I got really nervous....
"I really do you know I love you."

I didn't say anything and I knew he wanted me to say it but I didn't want to seem stupid so I stuffed food in my mouth and he didn't say anything but I could tell he was disapointed. We got done eating and he was driving me home at the red light he turned and looked at me...

"Why won't you say you love me? don't you love me like I love you?" he asked,

I didn't know what to say I loved him more than I could imagine but I just didn't know how or when to say it...

"I...I...lov...."

BOOM!!!!!!!!!! a semi had hit the driver side and rammed us right into a lake.The next day I was in the hospital and all I could think about was if he was ok...so I got out of my bed and searched for him...but when I found him he was barely alive...seeing the one I loved near death made me drop to my knees and cry...

"I love you...I've loved you since the first day we met. I love you soooo much don't you leave me please don't leave me I need you here...I LOVE YOU!!!!"

With his very last breath he said...

"I love you too." then he was gone.

A week later I was able to go home but I wasn't ready to face school yet and my mom understood. I went up to my room and I found a note inside the ring box....

"I hope you like this ring. It was my grandma's she told me to give it to the one I love and well I love you. No matter what happens to me I will always love you. If I died today I want to die knowing you love me...I won't leave this earth without knowing you love me. You're always in my heart forever until the day I die.

p.s. I love you now...I will love you forever."

REPOST THIS IF...

1) YOU LOVE SOMEONE THIS MUCH
2) YOU WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE THIS MUCH

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Schedule
1st-Honors english-Faulkner
2nd-Band-Baker
3rd-Honors History-Tharp
4th-Bible-Wennik
5th-Biology-March
1 st lunch
6th-Study Hall-Merrit
7th-French II-Gillin
8th-Algerbra I-Hess

school rocks so far.....i dont have very good grades b/c some people dont let me off the phone when they call...so im like tryin to survive w/ that...and some people wont be calling me if i fail and they will be very mad and disappointed...like my friends from school who ask me for help w/ their homework but dont let me do mine...lol oh well i dont care

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Monday, July 25, 2005

Would you????

[ ] Kiss me
[ ] Hug me
[ ] Fuck Me
[ ] Love me
[ ] Hate me
[ ] Hold me
[ ] Lie to me
[ ] Be true to me
[ ] Hurt me
[ ] Sing with me
[ ] Dance with me
[ ] Cuddle with me
[ ] Let me make a move on you
[ ] Make a move on me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Go out with me
[ ] Please me in more ways than 1
[ ] Let me kiss you?
[ ] Watch a movie with me?
[ ] Get me a birthday gift?
[ ] Let me borrow your car?
[ ] Be my gf/bf?
[ ] Be there for me?
[ ] Buy me a drink?
[ ] Bring me around your friends?
[ ] Give me a massage?
[ ] suck my cock/eat me out ?
[ ] Take me to the club?
[ ] Let me be your first for something?
[ ] Get drunk and make fun of me?
[ ] Take care of me if i wasn't feeling good?
[ ] Let me take care of you?
[ ] Give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _-_ _ _ _
[ ] Re-post this for me to answer your question

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

X What are you wearing?spegetti strap tank top, and pj pants...sexy i know

X Are you listening to music? HECK YES! duh i always listen to music

X Are you on a computer or laptop? computer unfortunately

X Do you have an ipod? If so what kind? fuck no...im not rich

X Are you Hungry? nope...i dont eat
X Last thing you ate: pizza...i think...its been so long i have forgotten

X If someone popped out of your closet what will you do? scream...but it depends on who it was...

X What kind of mood are you in? blah

X What time is it? 8;32 am, or 10;32 am east coast time....

X What book are you reading for fun?none for fun...but huckleberry finn and king leopolds ghost...for school...then harry potter in a couple days! i cant wait! oh yeah...and im reading a book of poetry...

X Is your hair a mess?yes...its fallin out of the pony tail...

X What is in front of you besides the computer/laptop? cds, honey...yummy i love honey, midol, water, my cell phone, clock, paper, coins, speakers, book of poetry...theres more...i think...

X Are you wearing glasses? nah my eyes dont hurt right now

X Do you hate anyone right now? yes lots of people...

X Think fast! Name a vegetable! tomato

X Did you name celary? nah...

X Do you know a word in a different language that rhymes with orange? ummmmmmmm no....but i dont really care

X Are you wearing pants, shorts, or skirt or dress? pants...

X Last thing you did before you came online: talk to matt! *hugz*

X Are you happy? im ok....i guess...happy kinda...but im worried also...
X Right now if the person you liked told you they hated you what would you do? i'd be like *screams* y wtf did i do? i like u y do u have to hate me?
but that wont happen...b/c the guy i like likes me bak and we're goin out...so ya...its all good...

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